sometimes i wonder what it'd be like to look to the side and see the profile of someone else's nose there. what it'd be like to see everyday things and have different thoughts pop into my head. different little nagging things to eat at my head. to see a flower and not want to pick it and run home to show shawn. to see a ladybug stuck inside and not want to set it free.
it's weird how when there's something under like a foot of water and your eyes are really close the the surface it looks like it's about to poke your eye. it's weird to have your face underwater and not your ears. you can hear the air. the lightness of it.
marshmello cream is a scary thing.
my server isn't working. i can't upload shit. it sucks. :(