alicia (fuzzdecay) wrote,

  • Mood:
...shitty monday.

i'm about 70% of the way done with my indesign brochure that's due tomorrow at noon. i'm not gonna sleep and get it done nice and early tomorrow.

i've made my schedule for next quarter.

intermediate type
interface design
animation for multimedia
contemporary art

it's actually a pretty decent schedule, i'll only have one day of waking up at noon.... although, i have to go to school every day, most of the days i'm going from 6pm, so i don't mind. hair looks (almost) fucking perfect today. i have never been so happy with my hair as i am right now. it's puffy in back, and flat, with just a bit of texture in front. but, it's long and mullet-ish in the back.... it seems to always have a tragic flaw.

i've actually been having nightmares about mullets lately. :\

my moth hatched! but its wings aren't puffing out :\ i have no fucking idea what to do. other than the gimpy wings, he seems to be doing pretty well. i'd say he seems happy.... but it's a moth... i'm not sure they're capable of higher thought.

there's an internship fair on the 2nd. i'm kinda torn... should i try to get an internship? or should i seriously start looking for a followup college for my grad school? i seriously need to get off my ass about this... a year is gonna pass really quickly.

i bet $20 that i still won't know wtf i'm going to do by the end of the year.... any takers?

i keep living by this "everything will work itsself out" thing. and i know if i keep living like this, i'm just gonna end up in a cardboard box somewhere (not that i'd be particularly bummed about that as long as i had a clean river and a berry bush nearby). it's hard to really be proactive when this is my financial philosophy. the fact that i wouldn't mind living in a cardboard box is probably holding me back.

why sell myself out to the man if i could handle the conequences of not doing it? all i would really need is some company.... anyone wanna share a cardboard box with me? i'll get a nice big refrigerator box, and we'll move to a warm area.

fuck, i think it could work.
Tags: art school, becoming an adult, girlyness, money, pets, self exploration

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