fuck yes! i broke out 40 oz to freedom.
in preparation for summer i always:
...i'm hoping to be able to swim a bit when i visit douglas at the end of the month. summer always brings out the best in me... hopefully i'll get out of this depressing introspective bullshit, and slip into more fun introspective bullshit.
i realized, that eventhough i'm now, essentially an adult... and in 9 days i'll no longer even be a teenager... that i'm still the same person i was when i was 17... i'm just a bit better adjusted. i aged like good cheese :)
this money bullshit has beaten me down.... but underneath it all... i'm still that girl that huffed nitrous, filled her mouth with whipped cream with cabbott and dolsen, and attempted to sing santeria. i'm still that happy, funloving girl that would just ride around aimlessly and still somehow find a good time. i'm still that girl that is never so happy as she is on the beach.
i'm just in a bigger place with LOTS more going on. and i let this smother me, instead of enjoying it. i've been so concerned with building a life for myself here, i let money get too important. ....but i'm not meant to live here forever, so... why build a life here? i'm just going to move in a year anyways.
...fuck yes, i'm still that girl.
hey alicia yep we will never forget anantomy class yeah i remember chris and lee with that pig lol remember the sheep heart? you know mrs ely does not teach anymore. and i thought lee was cute i see him from time to time he always waves at me talk to you later