today i stood on a window sill on the fifth floor, with my face pressed against the glass, and i looked down.
my head and toes were pressed against the glass, and i could see straight down below me.
it made me really think about things. and, it made me feel very... alive. i could feel every inch of skin, every little hair...
but... i eventually freaked myself out and had to step away because i'm terrified of being up high.