my chest and left arm have been seriously hurting all day...
i've been thinking that maybe i'm on the verge of a heart attack or something...
but now my chest it hurting really bad and my arm has gone numb.... so like... i think i have a blood clot or something.
i'm like... so serious about this. i really think i'm going to die. i'm not attention whoring in the least bit. i actually didn't want to make this public... but.. like, if i do die, i want people to know what happened.
so the burden of this doesn't lie solely with pug and veronica:
if i die, i want a bunch of people to go buy one lobster a piece and set them free in the ocean in my name.
i would also like to be buried naked in a plain hole, no casket... no embalming... none of that. headstone is optional.
argh... the place where my chest hurts it starting to feel really cold and tingly now... and i'm getting kinda dizzy...
...fux0r... i really don't wanna die.
....seriously.. i really don't.