Such a pretty girl Happy in an ugly place

in case you've ever wondered what bill gates would look like as a wanton love machine

periods just reaffirm my disbelief in god.

nothing like fighting back puking while laying on a heating pad in such pain that you want to claw out your uterus just to make it stop. ...and don't forget migraines!

i remember when i first started bleeding, i used to wish i were pregnant just to make it stop. until i realized that having a baby would probably hurt worse.... and then there's that whole caring for it and not being able to kill it when it gets annoying thing.



so, i didn't make it to class tonight. second chem class in a row that i've missed.

although, i can sit upright now, so i think i'm making some slight improvement.

i'm watching some show about auschwitz, because there's nothign else on tv.

they're talking about creating synthetic rubber or something for the nazis, i dunno, i wasn't really paying attention because they were showing footage of boys boiling chemicals and stuff.


geeky boys + beakers full of liquid = ultimate hawtness.



...my complete embracing of my love of geeky boys is frightening me.