it's past midterms now (week 5 i do believe) and i still haven't gotten my money from the god damned school. i was supposed to get it 4 weeks ago. a month. a fucking month.
you know, it's not like i need that money to pay rent or anything you fuck cakes.
i'm really excited about getting it for other reasons. i'm finally going to get my eyes checked. all this sitting in front of illustrator is really killing my eyes. and i'm looking into getting the nuva ring because you know, i really like bleeding once a month instead of once every 2-3. and i really want something low dosage so my tits don't swell up a size and i lose my sex drive. if i can't coerce suni into placing the minera iud (which is, doubtful, but still worth a shot!) i'm just going with the ring. i'm bracing myself for the lecture i'm goign to get for not going in for my yearly for 2 years. oops.
i also really want a diva cup, which sounds disgusting, but i really don't care. they last for 10 years and are only $40. i spend like 10 times that on tampons. it's not like i can't handle cleaning my blood out of something. i can remember plentiful times in my early adolescence where i had to do that very thing.
!!! if you got grossed out reading about my crotchblood, you can pick back up here, i'm done talking about it.
the new crab enclosure is built. all 12 crabs are happily scuttling about and climbing their logs. i'm proud that i built it, and all that. it towers over my god damned monitor, it's insane. i also decided to name the nameless crab eugene, and i finally got some pictures of liam.
i've been waxing my legs for a week now. i'm such a puss about it, i got 3-4 strips off and have to stop. my legs look like a mangy primate. it's anti-sexy. i really want to find a decent and cheap place in the atl that will rip out all my hair from the navel down. that would really be great. i definitely wouldn't mind having someone else take care of my legs and getting a nice sphinx wax. i do tire of shaving.
it was really a sick joke for me to be programmed to hate hair considering i'm such a furry girl. it's not like, freakish, but it's there and way way way too much for my tastes.
i've been really vain and fixated on my appearance lately. i don't really know why.
like that same thing couldn't happen with a tampon/applicator. you wash the cup and wash your hands, it's really not that big of a deal.
your vagina is equipped to flush out most unwanted microorganisms, a drop of ph or taking antibiotics causes yeast infections, not the introduction of new bacteria. the acidophilus bacteria actually helps moderate the yeast levels.
diva cups always seem so scary to me. i dunno why. i have no problem with touching my own bodily fluids, but it seems...i dunno. weird. almost like it wouldn't work or something. but i guess we don't have a lot of options, do we? we can rip our uterus out, stick cotton up our crotch, or sit on a bloody pad all day. i want a man to have a period.
and yay eugene. =D