alicia (fuzzdecay) wrote,
alicia
fuzzdecay

  • Mood:
it's looking right now that i might lose my grandpa. he was sick over the weekend with a cough, so my mom took him to the doctor today. the doctor admitted him to the local hospital's icu. he has a congested heart, double pneumonia, and has lost a lot of weight (which for those of you that don't know my grandpa, he's 5'11" and weighs 120lbs soaking wet)

alma couldn't stabilize them (honestly, it's not that surprising, alma hospital is pretty shitty), but instead of being taken to waycross (the next biggest city), he was taken to jacksonville. jacksonville is 2 hours away and in another state. i know it has to be bad if he wasn't taken to valdosta or savannah. even people that have been in horrible accidents are taken to savannah.



i don't know what i'm going to do. he grandpa has been like my dad my entire life. whenever we had to make father's day projects at school i made them for my grandpa, when i was in highschool i'd stay up until he got up for work at 3am and have coffee with him, and whenever i visit i help him play zelda and we watch the history/discovery channel together. he's always been the one i screen my boyfriends through because i really trust his judgement.

i don't want him to die first... why can't my grandma die first? she's such a terrible person and my grandpa is so wonderful. i don't know what to do... i can't leave school to go be with him, and that's what i really want. i don't want to not be there if he does die. holy shit this sucks. i can't stop crying.
Tags: death, emo, family
Subscribe

  • Of Mordor and missing husbands.

    It’s finally starting to pick up more at work, which is great because sitting around with nothing to do up there is torture. I’ve gotten…

  • the library

    …or how I lost my life over the course of one lunch break. My office is a block-ish away from the Atlanta Central Library. When the weather…

  • A wedding in Texas.

    Last weekend I took a 12 hour car ride to Houston to attend the wedding of a long-time internet friend. I took Friday off work, and left Atlanta…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.
  • 27 comments

  • Of Mordor and missing husbands.

    It’s finally starting to pick up more at work, which is great because sitting around with nothing to do up there is torture. I’ve gotten…

  • the library

    …or how I lost my life over the course of one lunch break. My office is a block-ish away from the Atlanta Central Library. When the weather…

  • A wedding in Texas.

    Last weekend I took a 12 hour car ride to Houston to attend the wedding of a long-time internet friend. I took Friday off work, and left Atlanta…