alicia (fuzzdecay) wrote,

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my life is fucked 7 ways from tuesday now. i guess that maybe i should just stop trying. Everything i touch fucks up and vomits shit back in my face. I can't stay happy, something just won't let me. Everytime i get there, something fucks up. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of living this shit ass little life. I'm tired of getting hurt over and over and just taking it. I'm tired of being such a stupid bitch as to throw away the one thing that made me happy. The one thing that gave me the will to get out of bed in the morning to face another day. I'm such a stupid bitch.
Tags: boyfriends past and present, emo, inconsiderate fucktards

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