so anyways, for my happiness and sanity, i'm moving out of housing next month and moving in with shawn. I gotta find a way to make it work. I gotta find a way to buy a car. I'm scared to ride marta after dark and one of my classes is over at 10p. I think moving out is the best thing for me to do, even with the $2000 penalty i'll get from breaking my lease early. fuck the housing department. they don't deserve to be getting my mom's hard earned money. I gotta be moved out of here by dec. 21 but i won't get my first rebate check (which i'll be using for rent) until january 4th.
my mom wanted me and shawn to get a 2 bedroom. and i'm like "uhh... mom... why?" and mom's like "in case you have company or something" which roughly translates into "because i don't want to think about my little girl having sex". Which, i really can't blame her. I don't want to think about her having sex either. and we hold different morals about the whole sex before marriage thing. because she waited (she says) until her and dad got married and blah, blah, blah... I should tell her if it makes her feel better to pretend that i'm living in a 2 bedroom. I really want a studio apt. :) i can't find any decent sized ones though. i needs to keep looking.
school's going well. end of the quarter is less than a month away. we've already had registration for next quarter. i'm taking the history of graphic design, life drawing, psychology, and typography. fun fun fun. i'm putting off my 2nd english and my math until summer because it's a short quarter. The quarters pass so fast here. it doesn't seem like we should be going into a whole new set of classes... we haven't even been in school 2 months yet. i feel like i'm running around like a headless chicken. it's like project after project after project and no fucking free time. i'm already running out of supplies in my $580 supply kit i got at the beginning of the quarter. i didn't think i'd go through it this fast. more money to spend that i don't have.
i'm sleepy all the time now. i just woke up from a nap and i'm still sleepy. i'm having to go to work with shawn now so the one day i got to sleep for hours upon hours i don't get anymore. i'm just barely getting enough sleep to function. but overall i'm happy (excluding the housing).