alicia (fuzzdecay) wrote,

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it's great when you love your best friend so much you begin to wonder if you're actually just best friends or more than that and then the friend in question pulls away and you feel all lost and alone and all you want is to be with said friend because that's the only thing that could possibly make you feel better and when you say "hey you're never around anymore" you get into a fight and then said friend goes out and hangs out the the fat ugly dog bitch at the same time you call to apologize. "wtf?" you know? i'm not sure whether to be hurt or pissed off about this. i'm not even sure if it's what i think it is. it better not be, it can't be. i'd just die.
Tags: boyfriends past and present, emo, inconsiderate fucktards

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